Anxiety Pangs!
I suddenly felt so anxious about stuff. Worried about this and that.
List of worried stuff:
1) My real estate agent job
I have been talking to people, there were positive and negative comments. Sometimes certain negative comments make me doubt my own ability. But i just have to trust in HIM.
2) Real estate course
I have read about the pending gov announcement in July. I am worried that if i take the course now, it will be deemed as a substandard course and i may have to take another course. Hence my money will be wasted. I am worried that if i do not take the course, i may not be able to be an agent.
3) Bintan Holiday
I am planning to go for a holiday with my friends. But i was looking through the websites for promotion packages. All seems to be pricey and undervalued. No meals. Just hotel stay. Of course i shouldn't think too much. Just pay and enjoy. But part of my brain wants me to choose the best price n best package. Ultimately because i am going to rely on my savings for the next few months.
4) My stomach
Apparently, i forgotten to ate my medicine, now its giving me trouble. But i have to see doctor this friday for a review on my stomach. Because i have been on 3 weeks medication, i have to go back to doctor for a review to see whether i should be put on another round of medicine for my tummy.
The thing is I cannot apply for leave this friday. Apparently, i was supposed to be at a Linux course. But since i quit, i didn't have to attend it. But the admin didn't clear my calendar. I emailed them but no reply. I was thinking if i can take leave this friday, i can see doctor, apply for my real estate course and collect my name card + ID.
5) My current job
Currently, i have 14 more days to go before my last day at work. And 11 out of 14 days, i need to handover my programs, my modules and my documents to my colleagues. So left with 3 days to finish up my existing program, debug some of it, pack my cubicle, clear my hard disk, etc... Its giving me a headache because when i program, i need to have a clear mind. Having all these anxiety doesn't help me at all. I need to calm down. Keep cool.
There you go... anxious anxious anxious..
I got to stay calm. Plan my things. I can do this.
Give my worries to HIM.
Anxious Ant,
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List of worried stuff:
1) My real estate agent job
I have been talking to people, there were positive and negative comments. Sometimes certain negative comments make me doubt my own ability. But i just have to trust in HIM.
2) Real estate course
I have read about the pending gov announcement in July. I am worried that if i take the course now, it will be deemed as a substandard course and i may have to take another course. Hence my money will be wasted. I am worried that if i do not take the course, i may not be able to be an agent.
3) Bintan Holiday
I am planning to go for a holiday with my friends. But i was looking through the websites for promotion packages. All seems to be pricey and undervalued. No meals. Just hotel stay. Of course i shouldn't think too much. Just pay and enjoy. But part of my brain wants me to choose the best price n best package. Ultimately because i am going to rely on my savings for the next few months.
4) My stomach
Apparently, i forgotten to ate my medicine, now its giving me trouble. But i have to see doctor this friday for a review on my stomach. Because i have been on 3 weeks medication, i have to go back to doctor for a review to see whether i should be put on another round of medicine for my tummy.
The thing is I cannot apply for leave this friday. Apparently, i was supposed to be at a Linux course. But since i quit, i didn't have to attend it. But the admin didn't clear my calendar. I emailed them but no reply. I was thinking if i can take leave this friday, i can see doctor, apply for my real estate course and collect my name card + ID.
5) My current job
Currently, i have 14 more days to go before my last day at work. And 11 out of 14 days, i need to handover my programs, my modules and my documents to my colleagues. So left with 3 days to finish up my existing program, debug some of it, pack my cubicle, clear my hard disk, etc... Its giving me a headache because when i program, i need to have a clear mind. Having all these anxiety doesn't help me at all. I need to calm down. Keep cool.
There you go... anxious anxious anxious..
I got to stay calm. Plan my things. I can do this.
Give my worries to HIM.
Anxious Ant,
*\/*
Labels: Feelings
posted by eILeEn at 1:23 AM
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