Anxiety Pangs!
I suddenly felt so anxious about stuff. Worried about this and that.
List of worried stuff:
1) My real estate agent job
I have been talking to people, there were positive and negative comments. Sometimes certain negative comments make me doubt my own ability. But i just have to trust in HIM.
2) Real estate course
I have read about the pending gov announcement in July. I am worried that if i take the course now, it will be deemed as a substandard course and i may have to take another course. Hence my money will be wasted. I am worried that if i do not take the course, i may not be able to be an agent.
3) Bintan Holiday
I am planning to go for a holiday with my friends. But i was looking through the websites for promotion packages. All seems to be pricey and undervalued. No meals. Just hotel stay. Of course i shouldn't think too much. Just pay and enjoy. But part of my brain wants me to choose the best price n best package. Ultimately because i am going to rely on my savings for the next few months.
4) My stomach
Apparently, i forgotten to ate my medicine, now its giving me trouble. But i have to see doctor this friday for a review on my stomach. Because i have been on 3 weeks medication, i have to go back to doctor for a review to see whether i should be put on another round of medicine for my tummy.
The thing is I cannot apply for leave this friday. Apparently, i was supposed to be at a Linux course. But since i quit, i didn't have to attend it. But the admin didn't clear my calendar. I emailed them but no reply. I was thinking if i can take leave this friday, i can see doctor, apply for my real estate course and collect my name card + ID.
5) My current job
Currently, i have 14 more days to go before my last day at work. And 11 out of 14 days, i need to handover my programs, my modules and my documents to my colleagues. So left with 3 days to finish up my existing program, debug some of it, pack my cubicle, clear my hard disk, etc... Its giving me a headache because when i program, i need to have a clear mind. Having all these anxiety doesn't help me at all. I need to calm down. Keep cool.
There you go... anxious anxious anxious..
I got to stay calm. Plan my things. I can do this.
Give my worries to HIM.
Anxious Ant,
*\/*
List of worried stuff:
1) My real estate agent job
I have been talking to people, there were positive and negative comments. Sometimes certain negative comments make me doubt my own ability. But i just have to trust in HIM.
2) Real estate course
I have read about the pending gov announcement in July. I am worried that if i take the course now, it will be deemed as a substandard course and i may have to take another course. Hence my money will be wasted. I am worried that if i do not take the course, i may not be able to be an agent.
3) Bintan Holiday
I am planning to go for a holiday with my friends. But i was looking through the websites for promotion packages. All seems to be pricey and undervalued. No meals. Just hotel stay. Of course i shouldn't think too much. Just pay and enjoy. But part of my brain wants me to choose the best price n best package. Ultimately because i am going to rely on my savings for the next few months.
4) My stomach
Apparently, i forgotten to ate my medicine, now its giving me trouble. But i have to see doctor this friday for a review on my stomach. Because i have been on 3 weeks medication, i have to go back to doctor for a review to see whether i should be put on another round of medicine for my tummy.
The thing is I cannot apply for leave this friday. Apparently, i was supposed to be at a Linux course. But since i quit, i didn't have to attend it. But the admin didn't clear my calendar. I emailed them but no reply. I was thinking if i can take leave this friday, i can see doctor, apply for my real estate course and collect my name card + ID.
5) My current job
Currently, i have 14 more days to go before my last day at work. And 11 out of 14 days, i need to handover my programs, my modules and my documents to my colleagues. So left with 3 days to finish up my existing program, debug some of it, pack my cubicle, clear my hard disk, etc... Its giving me a headache because when i program, i need to have a clear mind. Having all these anxiety doesn't help me at all. I need to calm down. Keep cool.
There you go... anxious anxious anxious..
I got to stay calm. Plan my things. I can do this.
Give my worries to HIM.
Anxious Ant,
*\/*
Labels: Feelings
posted by eILeEn at 1:23 AM
2 Comments:
hey don't worry.. we all have our anxious days.. recall ur uni project deadlines, presentations etc. whatever seemingly impossible tasks to complete still gets completed. Divide and conquer. split up ur tasks into manageable bits and then clear one by one. You can do it! And u won't be doing it alone =)
Thanks Karen! I am splitting it up. Bit by bit. :) Sumtimes when we see it, we see so much stuff coming into our path. I was looking at my list, its still not too bad as uni days.. Heee..
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