Me....in my father's car....on the way to my cousin's wedding..... 

drank 3 glass of red wine.... 

jasmine tea......refreshing...... 

rose petals in a bowl of water... 

hamster mouth....mouth full of chocolates....too hungry.... 

chocolates....by amara hotel.....sweet and yummy.... 

the ceiling...look like stars.... 

the wedding cake....nice place...... 

me and bro again.....hello!! 

my parents....wanna have a drink?? 

my parents.....juz changed our car recently... 

Me and my bro getting ready to set off for our so cousin's wedding......taken in the basement of our house.... 

Smile......

I am blogging quite frequently....bad sign is ...i am too free....good sign is....my frenz get to know how i am doing....i do treasure friendship...and i believe it take 2 hands to clap for a friendship to remain unbroken....yup...i can't wait for tomorrow...my cousin is getting married....and i can get hong bao...haha...so stay tuned for the pics for my cousin's wedding...

LAstly....Friends and Colours share similar characteristics.....

May 20th:

Friday....todae is the day the results for my semester 2 will be released...abit anxious....hope to do better for this semester....

woke up at 12 plus.....went online....Saw my results....very happy for my results....except for one....but still i will use that subject grade to remind me to work even harder for next semester....

at least this sem i have not much regrets except for that subjects....i missed quite a few of the tutorials for that subjects....y?...bcos i dun really know anyone there....how silly of me...haha....as a results...did not do all tutorials for that subjects...

i realize one thing.....if i study at home and i really study and do my tutorials...i can do it....but i hope next sem, i can maintain or perform even better....Told my parents about my marks...they expressed abit more concern for that subject....haha...expected....but at least they are happy....phew.....i am starting to hope next sem i can know more ppl,make more frenz and enjoy my uni life....i think i wan to join a CCA....yup....

oh yah...dinner...my mum cooked one of my favourite tonic soup....DUck soup....the prescription is passed down from my great grandfather to my mother....he was a chinese doctor last time...i heard from my mum that he was a very good one...haiz...i wan to be a doctor....it have always been my wish to be a doctor...hmm..maybe i can see is there a possibility for me to learn sumthing related to it....

watch an old jap drama about the love between a teacher and a student....and read my harry potter book...the order of pheonix....going to read finish soon....yeah!....

May 21st:

Saturday....parents at home..cannot sleep too late...woke up at 11 plus....really tired...haha...

flipped the classified ads....eat duck soup with noodles....read the news.....talk to my mother...

went to centerpoint for lunch....ate sliced fish and bittergourd soup...nice...for me...i like to eat fish...but i dun like their skin and bone...and if the fish smell or taste bad...i wun eat one....i am really fussy...but fish that is fresh really taste good...i think partly is bcos i choked on a fish bone before when i was a child...that experience is really scary....

den my father came and fetch us home...he juz finish work...SUmthing FUNNY happened...cannot say....its about my father...haha...went to the hawker center opposite great world city and eat fried tofu,fruits and popiah....noticed that i have ate 2 MEals before this.....but i din eat much...most of them are eaten by my parents...abit guilty...but i can't eat much....

den when i go home, drank duck soup again...(the duck soup is yesterday tonic soup)....and read my harry potter book....and watch the channel 8 show....zhen qing with my parents......

about 8pm....went to eat dinner with my parents....Oh no!....haha....ate 5 meals....tat is not really good...and i can feel my right side of my back hurts...it used to hurt last time....now its back again...abit worried...cos they say if u have kidney problems...ur left back will hurts if ur left kidney is not functioning properly....haiz...but i will try not to think too much.....although no matter what position i sit, it will still hurt....

LAstly....Friends and Colours share similar characteristics.....

I am really BorEEDDDDD>......

really wanted to blog everyday....but too lazy.....but will post what i did for the past few days ...and i will put up photos soon....

May 13th:

todae is friday the thirteen!!.....i was borned on the FRIday of thirteen....to many ppl is unlucky...to me is sumthing really unique....really unique....cos if u born on the ninth and on thursday....thursday of ninth does not sound matching....but then again....it can be special to that person....yup....

i stayed at home the whole day.....surf the net....i think sooner or later...i will be bored with the internet....haha

May 14th:

its raining...but....who cares....i am going to NTU to sign the laptop loan agreement with my parents at 8 flags....wanted a laptop cos i want to apply for GIP....=p......and i dun wan my parents to buy laptop for me...i wan to have sumthing in my own name....yah...took only 10mins to sign the thing....that was fast...

then accompany my parents to my father's working place...waited for him to settle sum stuff....den went to JCC to eat lunch....yummy...i love the hokkien mee there...i am hungry now ...that y i think its yummy....haha....

den went home to sleep til 5 plus...den went to eat dinner...

May 15th:

Sunday.....have to wake up earlier than usual bcos my parents is at home....ate beancurd for breakfast...nice...long time nv eat that....

den went to hospital to visit my grandmother...oh yah...my grandmother have been diagnosed that she have a tumour in her liver....haiz...her husband(my grandfather) also suffered the same thing and have passed away 2 years ago...

but what to do....we humans...sooner or later we will die....but its abit sad to know that when u are old,u are more vulnerable to diseases....so we must start to invest for our future health....must not be obese...it will bring more health problems....as u can see in my grandparents....

saw my grandmother...heard from her that she is going for endoscopy to check for any colon cancer.....i am not closed to my grandparents..i dun speak their dialect...unless u say those foul languages...all these foul language ...i learn it from my father's mother....she always curse our family...so i naturally pick up all these...sumtime i will throw sum to her too...haha....dun think she is pitiful,she is not....she is a true evil person....yup....

after the hospital...i went to have lunch with my relatives at EAStpoint....not bad the food....steam meat,roast duck,char siew,pork, stewed chicken,dumpling soup..etc....

den went home to do my boring things....reading my harry potter book,sleeping and its dinner at home...yeah...cabbage rice...i love it!!......i am really hungry....haha...( note that i am writing this in the middle of the nite).....

May 16th:

woke up pretty late...slept for about 12 hours....that is normal...met up with my frenz to work at NTU ( telesurveying job )...den i went all the way there to hear from the person in-charge that she wan experienced ppl as that day was the last day for the school project...so my frenz did not get the job...for me,i got do that b4...but i dun wan to take up that job...abit guilty...

so we went from place to place to photocopy stuff and hand in a form...

den met Ranjini to go to cityhall to hand in an envelope...

den went to funan it mall to eat carrot cake....yucks...it is really oily...when u poke the carrot cake...the oil juz oozes out...i am not exaggerating...its the fact...

den bought cheese pancake for my mum..she work near there...so i waited for her and go back with her...haha....den got a headache...dunno whether i think too much or not...i think its the oil from the carrot cake which causes my headaches....dun ever eat funan carrot cake...yucks...disgusting...

May 17th:

woke up earlier..cos received alot of smses and phone calls....No choice...i cannot switch off my phone...what if there is an important call...u never know...

Met my fren Angela at 4pm..but end up being late for 30mins....sorry...shopped around...

bought 2 tops...bought many pastries for my parents and brother at the crystal jade i think...they got egg white tarts,durian egg tarts and coffee egg tarts....never see this before...

but anyway,their egg white tarts taste very nice and crispy...thumbs up!!...and its egg white...healthier...den went home to eat dinner....another day have gone...

i need to find a job soon...really soon....

May 18th:

Job hunting day again.....met Ranjini..my job hunting partner...went for an interview at Watson...we went there and it was really long long queue...the receptionist told us to go back when we filled in the application form, they will contact us if we are shortlisted....IT MEANS...sorry...we got alot of ppl..get out of here...

den went to tanjong pagar...went to this weird company....all of the staffs are of our age....20 plus....youngest is 18....and they give me a weird vibe like they are going to brainwash us....yah...they din really tell us much about what they are doing,they only show us the place and tell us how good this place is...Eee..that is horrible...at least i learn sumthing....dun think its good til u know everything....

den went to the singapore conference hall for another interivew...it turn out that i copied the wrong number...so we cannot find that place....so we went to our next destination....

we went for a forum called the WOMEN OF COURAGE...it is organized by AWARE....and they invited 2 speakers to speak to us....

one of them was Ms Meutya...she was kidnapped by ppl in IRAQ while on an assignment by her TV company....she told us about her experiences...and what kept her going....really inspiring...

the other one is Ms Basma...she stay in Iraq for many years...she worked for UNIFEM..she told us about women in IRAQ....their literacy rate....and an incident where sumone sacrify his life to save a group of ppl from sucide bombers....they say gunshots and bombs are a daily affair...its not anything surprising...

When i heard what they have said...i was thinking...y am i worried abt this and that...i am living...i can do anything i wan ...cos i can.....yup...this really changed sum of my perceptions....really changed...after that its back home....

May 19th:

Todae....Din do anything...surf net....watch harry potter vcds and read harry potter book and blog...

What's Up for this wk?

Hello....i got 108 people visiting my blog liao....congrats to Ranjini for being the 99th person to view my blog and Mervin for being the 100th person to view my blog...no prize thou...haha....

To: alan...thanks for tagging...it seems like i cannot tag on my tagboard...i juz have to tag on my blog den...life is ok ok...it defintely have its ups and downs but i am glad that i have the support from my frenz....u gg NS soon?i tot its september...?its a long way still...haha...in the meanwhile...enjoy ur holidays!!

May 10th:
Todae i spend the day looking at classified and searching for jobs online...wrote down the dates for interview...and surfing the net....good to relax once in awhile....

May 11th:

Todae went for a haircut...i juz sit at the chair and let the hairdresser cut for me,i seems to trust the hairdresser alot....yup...i do...she done a good job of rebonding my hair and highlighting my hair and cutting my hair....

den met ferdi and ashlyn to shop shop....den met sean they all for dinner at orchard....den we packed food from TAKA foodcourt and eat at the fountain...one thing i dun like to eat dinner at orchard is that we always have to packed food from foodcourt...and the foodcourt mixed rice and omulet sucks!! ate green tea ice cream and drink lemonade instead to fill my stomach as i have not eaten my breakfast and lunch for that day....

den we went to PAragon's starbucks to sit,stone and talk....den i,ashlyn and sean went to sean's hall to drink....first time drinking this kind of thing...usually i only drink red wine....the taste is like medicine...haha...i got a phobia of medicine...yah...den chit chat,listen to music,eat cheezels and abt 3 Plus,we went home.....tired.....but happy...

May 12th:

Woke up late...was supposed to meet ashlyn they all for job interview at 1030am but i woke up at 1015am instead....really tired...and i smell medicine...haha...guess its from last nite drinks...but managed to rush down and meet them at 1105am...phew..feel so guilty of letting my frenz wait for me...and its a miracle that ranjini is earlier den me...haha....

den we went to this building for interview...they are paying us $2 per person we managed to persuade to ask them to fill in this form by the consultants....den i dun really like that job....we went to the foodcourt there to eat...but i din managed to eat much...haiz....what is wrong with me? my low appetite season is back again ah?....

den we went to orchard for another interview...this time round is they are paying $2 per lucky draw form that we get a person to fill in...the pay is good...super good...so we decide to go for the job training at 3pm....den we went to far east to walk walk....

den we had our job training and we get to start....in the beginning,i was very enthu about it...but the thought of standing there and begging people to fill in the forms really is embarrassing...that is my thoughts...

i guess last time i can dun mind that...but now when i grow up,i dun like to serve ppl...and i dun like to work in orchard....

den i tot about my dad asking me to work for him in his company as a admin assisstant,i was like...y am i standing here asking ppl to fill in forms for me when i can sit down in the office and have a happier heart...y must i torture myself...

as i think and think...i decided to quit on the spot...i feel so ashamed of myself,i am not a quitter...i dun give up easily...but i think there will be defintely other chances to show my abilities...

den i met my secondary school frenz for birthday celebration...had long john silver...yummy...cheese with fries...and went to Jurong east library to borrow books...self-help books...haha...den went to chevron to play bowling...long time din play bowling...i play ok ok only...haha....but its defintely fun!!...i get to spend my day so fufilling...really glad about that...

Busy busy Me......

Its Been a long since I BLOGged....haha....about one month plus...i have been preparing for my exams,going out with frenz,driving lessons....

April 6th:
Celebrate My good fren from secondary school,RANJINI's birthday! She and laura have been standing by me when i am downs(really down) and ups....Although last time i always play tricks on her and make her angry but she still able to stand sumone like me.....very rare....haha....i went with her and laura to raffles place to eat MR BEAN soya bean ice-cream and rotiboy...i still prefer the ice-cream,its not that fattening and when u eat,u feel happy cos its quite a healthy dessert....haha...after that,we went to LIDO to watch Ms Congeniality 2...OK..ok only....i find it abit boring....bcos its seem that they try to have a sequel to the previous movie and the outcome is abit "forced"....after that we went to FAR EAST PLAZA to walk walk...U see ah...i am going to have my physics and mental health test the nx day but still manage to make a big sacrifice...haha...=p..no lah...tests are secondary to frenz...thankfully the test is going to be MCQs so it cannot be that bad ....at most u rely on ur elimination skills....after we walk walk,so tiring...den my fren,laura treat us eat pandan cake...yummy and cheap!....den we went to this ramen shop to eat,its quite nice,but must eat fast if not after awhile will be soggy...and we cut the birthday cake (CHEESE CAKE),took photos....

April 7th:
Todae is my another secondary school fren birthday,CLARA!...she is my another good fren...but she is in Australia now...so cannot celebrate with her....last time we used to celebrate her and ranjini birthday together...those times were the happiest time of my life...cos the frenz that hang out with u are genuine to be ur fren..yah...

April 8th:
LAst DAy of school...listen to the last 2 groups presenting during the effective communication and tips from the effective communication tutor...and its back home....boring...(wake up,go school,in school,go home,sleep)...i cannot live that kind of life anymore...i must think of sumthing to spice it up....yeah...!...

April 15th:
First day of exams....MATH EXAM....at hall F....and my seat is at the last 2 rows...i am one of the last few students in engineering....cos u see...my matriculation number is 9636...so a few more hundred students den it will be the nx yr batch liao...haha....always at the ulu ulu place...but it defintely have its pros and cons...cos u dunno anyone except a few ppl...thus u can concentrate,no one to look at...yah....and when u wan to go toilet in the middle of the exams,u can go without feeling that embarrassed cos no one know u....haha....Math exam was ok....not as bad as last semester....

April 19th:
Second day of exams....COMPUTING EXAM....at hall L...and my seat number is finally a double digit number....yeah!....den i met ferdi they all for lunch and i went with ferdi and constance to college of engineering to ask about our general elective...ok......the funny part is coming!!.....the person at COE tell us to go to NBS to ask abt it...den we walk from COE to NBS....den the NBS tell us to go to Admin Annex to ask abt it.....so we walk from NBS to Admin Annex...walk up that long long staircase...tiring yet fun....den ferdi was complaining that he was tired cos he din sleep for 24 hrs...den when we went to the Admin Annex,we were told that the person in-charge is having examination duties...but we waited for 30mins...thanfully,she came back and she told us that there are no MORe vacancies....we were sad but happy cos we tried our best and we can enjoy our holidays with no regrets...den the ferdi complained again..he say....everybody is studying for exam now but we are walking around the school...haha....

April 21st:
Third day of exams....CHEMISTRY EXAM....at hall C....its an afternoon paper....phew...can sleep more...heard from ppl that hall C is a terrible place for exams...but to me its ok....the light was juz nice...not too dark or bright and the seat is tiny...haha...juz nice...but the table is abit small...but still its ok...yeah..

April 25th:
Fourth day of exams....PHYSICS 2 EXAM....at hall F....finally i have the same venue as some of my frenz....yup....paper is tough but its defintely not as tough as last sem....thankfully got those formulae sheets to help us....

April 26th:
Fifth day of exams......MENTAL HEALTH EXAM...at hall C.....this is unofficially the last day of my exam.....yeah....the paper was ok....i managed to puke most of my stuffs into that paper...hope to do well....after the paper,went with my frenz to Jurong point to walk walk and play abit of arcade...last time during secondary school,i love to play arcade...especially the streetfigher part...cos i can anyhow press the buttons to vent my anger as i dunno which button is for punch or kick...there was one time i play until my leg cramped...haha....den i met my fren to go to bukit batok driving center...i wanted to learn driving since last year but i put it off as i thought i can learn it when i start working,but i decided to learn now cos i dun wan to stay at home and do nothing when i have not find a job yet...so i went to the BBDC....took a shuttle bus from bukit gombak...when i reach BBDC,i was very lost,so i went to the counter and say i wan to learn driving...my fren was a member last year so he only need to renew...so i went to take photo and went for the briefing lesson,check eyesight,pay $200....and the funny part come again....we went to register for lessons online at the computer terminals...den i log in...i was shocked cos i nv see any screen to log in so i called the BBDC person to help me,den she went to the bottom of the computer screen to maximize the screen for me,i was er.....abit embarrassed...den we click for lessons,den my fren computer hanged...when i see the person touched the screen to restart the com,i was amazed...haha...first time see mah....all in all,really feel very dumb at the bbdc...but WHO CARES>...its fun....

May 2nd:
Meet my fren for theory lessons and practice at BBDC...the practice session is computerized....everything is by computers....all u have to do is juz to press the computer screen for your answers....i am really behind times....time to read up and catch up......

May 3rd:
Last day of exams....EFFECTIVE COMMUNICATION EXAM...at hall B...brought 2 dictionaries...one for me,another one is for my fren..met angela and ferdi at boon lay...den waited for angela's fren at south spine...turn out that he was late and we juz nice enter the exam hall when it juz started....so...cannot give the dictionary i brought to my fren...feel so guilty....thankfully the exam dun really need dictionary...all else...i will feel super upset with myself.....

May 4th:
Meet my fren to go BBDC for basic theory evaluation...phew...i pass with full marks....yeah...!.....den arrange for the basic theory test date on 2nd june...

May 5th:
Meet my uni frenz to go Sentosa for a day of fun and drinks...reach there very early den use the toilet there....den slowly everybody came and we left for sunset beach....when reach there....play abit of water,den went 7 eleven for sum drinks.....den by the time we went back,they have stopped playing,saw my frenz burying ppl under the sand.....play shooting basketball game with ashyln...den went to bathe...and its STARTed to RAin....phew...juz nice.....went to IKEA for meatballs,chicken wings...yummy...the chicken wings is really crispy and oily....although i dun really like to eat oily food cos of health concerns,sumtime its juz hard to control....i remember i used to go IKEA for its chicken wings and hotdog bread....but its the first 3 month thingy....JC...i dun really like JC times...

May 6th:
Meet my fren to go to BBDC for final theory lesson and practice....the questions for final are more commonsense but the choices seem tougher to choose....

May 7th:
Finally...a day of Tv and rest...and reading of the final theory book...

May 8th:
Mother's day...!!....made my mother a card...i always make a card for my parents when it is their birthday, mother's day, father's day and their anniversary....cos its the only time i can use my creativity to make sumthing and i know my parents will accept it....and i always make sure i make a different design of card for them....went to CHANGI hospital to celebrate my mother's mother day....not many ppl came,cut birthday cake,ate fried chicken wings,boiled chicken,fruits,popiah,beehoon,fishball noodles,tonic drink...wow...alot...and went to Plaza singapura to walk walk and went to Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant for a mother's day dinner...yummy....

May 9th:
Meet my 'bro' from secondary school for lunch at edo sushi and checking out of the jurong east lib...after the JE lib have renovated,it has really bcome bigger,spacious,brighter and more books....den meet my fren to go BBDC for final theory evaluation...and i PAssed!!....so only basic theory test to go and i can book for practical lessons and final theory test.....and after that went to my secondary school classmate grandfather's funeral and went home for dinner....den its off to toa payoh with my mother to buy sum health products,den its off to plaza singapura to collect sumthing and shopping for my mother mother's day present...yeah...bought 2 tops for my mother.....and bought octopus balls...yummy...i love it....sweet,abit sour and floury....superb.....den its back hm blogging this....

wow.....many things have happened....and i managed to write most of it without forgetting it....phew....thanks to those for reading and visiting my blog....will put photos up soon....take care!!........

Stay happy no matter what happen....