SmiLeZ, LovE and ACt cRAzy....!!!

Something new again

2011-03-13T00:50:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone!

Not sure who is reading my blog as only 1-2 person know my blog. I haven't been updating I know. Sorry!

But.. I have so much to update...! From May 2010 to Mar 2011.. So many stuff has happened.. But I am not going to say everything yet.. :p

The first thing I want to say is that I am working as a project engineer in a government company. I love the job scope, the people and the travelling oppportunities.

I am sure you guys will ask me... What happened to the property stuff?

I realized that it wasn't the right place for me. It was dark, sinister and full of backstabbing.. Also not forgetting the lechers, perverts and weird guys who are out to pick up gals instead of buying properties. In just 4 months, I learned so much. I learned the cold, harsh, dark side of reality. And from there I decided, to go back to my comfort zone. From my comfort zone, with my constant salary, I will be able to do something for the society. If I am going to be jobless and running around without a potential buyer or seller, I am never going to hit towards my goal.. "Eileen And Laura Foundation".

Yes, my ultimate aim is to set up a foundation to help people realize their dreams or come back up from their setbacks. I hope I can achieve that. But I know in everything, it is in God's plan. So maybe he has something better? :)

Who knows?

But I know that I am at a happier place right now. Definitely.

Love you guys...

*Blessed*

Baking Chef in the Making!!!!

2010-05-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

Today is my 2nd last baking class. I signed for 4 foundation lessons in cake-baking. Really love it. I had a good partner and i really enjoyed baking.

But today's lesson was extremely tiring. We baked 3 cakes (Pandan Kaya Layer Cake, Sweetcorn fudge cake and blackforest cake). I was in the classroom for 6.5 hrs. Was baking, cleaning, washing and decorating the cake. It really take my mind off things. Enjoy the pictures! After attending the class, i realized that anyone can bake! :) And baking has alot of scientific theories in it, like baker's ratio, chemical reaction... etc....

Baking class on a hot afternoon. Thankfully the class is airconditioned! :)

Naked Cake before we dress him up for the grand photoshoot... Hahaha...

Blackforest cake!! First masterpiece. Please note that it is done by me and my partner! Look like those ready available blackforest cake in those cake shops rite???

Yippee!! My Masterpiece for Sweetcorn Fudge Cake... Yummy!

My Rented Place

2010-05-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

Pool for the beginner, for people who just want to sit, relax and stone... :)

25m Lap pool for anyone who wants to swim! Great feeling swimming here cos not many people are staying here , hence the pool is always empty... :)

I love the bathroom... Cos its adjoined bathroom... double doors :)

I love the window view from my room. Like a mini piece of heaven just for me to enioy. :)

New Phase

2010-05-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

Today is my first day that i do not have to report at a work. Honestly speaking, i was happy to wake up at 9am without feeling guilty, BUT i was feeling lost and down. Maybe because i didn't have much buyers on hand.

After thinking about things, i decided to stop dwelling in this and do sumthing abt it. So i started calling and preparing stuff. Felt better.

Hope sumthing good turns out of this.

Blockhead

2010-05-02T20:07:00.000-07:00

Another type of my colleague : BLOCK HEAD

Here goes the dialog..

Block Head: By right, YOU should treat all of us to lunch cos u are leaving.
Me: Hey, come on, i m going to treat u guys to cakes worth $200 plus (Mille Crepes). And usually when people leave the company, it is the section's treat not MINE. AND i wasn't PROMOTED at all and my pay is the LOWEST. AND u expect me to treat????????? !!!!!

Arrgh... When 7 of the people in my department got promoted, they didn't want to treat us 7 times. By right, usually the one who got promoted should treat the whole department individually. But they want to save money, so they treat all at one shot. AND THEY EXPECT ME TO TREAT THEM WHEN I AM LEAVING?

My mum who worked in the civil service for 25 years told me that all i need to do is to buy sum cakes n treat them. That's all.

If you want me to treat 17 of u to good food. It will be like $1k for me. and i am going to be unemployed. Please spare a thought for my wallet man. Arrgh...

I cant wait to get out of this place.

$_$

First Viewing

2010-05-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today was my first day of viewing. I was really excited. There were 2 buyers who were really keen in the properties.

The night before the viewing, i was getting ready all the documents, past transactions and other informations that are relevant to the buyer.

Den i realize i forget the "Offer to Purchase" form. So i head down to Toa Payoh to get the form. When i reach Toa Payoh, i realize that the office is closed on LABOUR day. Hahahaha... What a big blunder..

But my friend managed to pass me the form. So phew...!

So the first buyer came, they are very sweet couple and they look really young. They were keen but price is too steep and location wasn't to their liking.

Second buyer came, young couple as well. Abit quiet, didn't talk much or answer much of my questions. Guess they are pretty private people. Will call them in 2 days time to find out their response.

So in the meantime, what do i do?

I HAVE to source for other units to standby to bring those 2 buyers. I can sense that they want to buy around this area. And i hope i can help them achieve their aim. :)

Wish me all the best! :)

Cheers to a great Saturday!

^_^

:S Part 2

2010-04-26T01:04:00.000-07:00

Need to type it out to get it off me ..

I went to long face to tell him that we will start the handover at 945am when he is ready. Long face acknowledged it.

At 10am... Long face walked past my cubicle.

Long Face: Are you waiting for me? or Am i waiting for u?
Me: O, i am waiting for u.
Long Face: How come u never come and find me?
Me: I know you are busy with your stuff. Once u settled your stuff, i am sure u will come over.
Long Face: Everyone is BUSY. (Den he walked off to do his stuff)

I am sure I have enuff of Long face syndrome to last me the week. That will attribute to the 10% irritating factor of a week. I am sure the next 90% of the week is gonna be great because, what irritating stuff can happen has happened.

:S

2010-04-25T18:30:00.000-07:00

Arrghh!

What a start to my morning. I went to work today, and this colleague coldly said to me that i used the wrong copy for the installation. From what i recalled, my other colleague told me to use that copy in that folder and that was the ONLY copy there.

The conversation goes like this.

Long Face: We found out the problem, u used the wrong installation exe, it was compiled in 08.
Me: Oh.. But i only saw that copy in the folder which ABC had told me to installed from.
Long Face: Anyway, problem is solved. (*He then turned his back towards me n face the com n start doing his work with a LONG face*)

I know I am leaving and u are being handover alot of stuff. But PLS! I seriously nv compiled my code in 08 before, it was always in 03. I dunno who put that wrong copy in.

Never mind. I got to calm down

Irritating

2010-04-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

I never like people who are unresponsive n MIA mode.

HellO???? Are you that BUSYyy???

If they continue to be in the world on their own, its hard to connect with them. A friendship take 2 hands to clap. I am trying my best to make things right.

I must not let their MIA mode affect me. Really such a draining effect. I am already feeling the fatigue from attending classes every mon, wed, fri n sat. And i am attending church class on tue. Thur is gym time. Sun is tuition time. I am really packed to the max. If they really want to MIA, pls let me know at the very least. I am tired of calling n smsing n msning to a wall.

Stop this.

"Empire State of Mind" Jay-Z | Alicia Keys [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

2010-04-21T20:32:00.000-07:00

I love this song! Concrete Jungle where dreams are made of...

Big Lights will inspire u! :)

Anxiety Pangs!

2010-04-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

I suddenly felt so anxious about stuff. Worried about this and that.

List of worried stuff:

1) My real estate agent job

I have been talking to people, there were positive and negative comments. Sometimes certain negative comments make me doubt my own ability. But i just have to trust in HIM.

2) Real estate course

I have read about the pending gov announcement in July. I am worried that if i take the course now, it will be deemed as a substandard course and i may have to take another course. Hence my money will be wasted. I am worried that if i do not take the course, i may not be able to be an agent.

3) Bintan Holiday

I am planning to go for a holiday with my friends. But i was looking through the websites for promotion packages. All seems to be pricey and undervalued. No meals. Just hotel stay. Of course i shouldn't think too much. Just pay and enjoy. But part of my brain wants me to choose the best price n best package. Ultimately because i am going to rely on my savings for the next few months.

4) My stomach

Apparently, i forgotten to ate my medicine, now its giving me trouble. But i have to see doctor this friday for a review on my stomach. Because i have been on 3 weeks medication, i have to go back to doctor for a review to see whether i should be put on another round of medicine for my tummy.

The thing is I cannot apply for leave this friday. Apparently, i was supposed to be at a Linux course. But since i quit, i didn't have to attend it. But the admin didn't clear my calendar. I emailed them but no reply. I was thinking if i can take leave this friday, i can see doctor, apply for my real estate course and collect my name card + ID.

5) My current job

Currently, i have 14 more days to go before my last day at work. And 11 out of 14 days, i need to handover my programs, my modules and my documents to my colleagues. So left with 3 days to finish up my existing program, debug some of it, pack my cubicle, clear my hard disk, etc... Its giving me a headache because when i program, i need to have a clear mind. Having all these anxiety doesn't help me at all. I need to calm down. Keep cool.

There you go... anxious anxious anxious..

I got to stay calm. Plan my things. I can do this.

Give my worries to HIM.

Anxious Ant,
*\/*

Hilarious!

2010-04-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

Today, my mum called me and tell me that MOE had sent a letter to me. There is an interview for me on 15 April 2010. My heart stopped for awhile. Because today is 20 April!

We just moved into our new place so we didn't expect mails to come to our house, thus the infrequent checking of the mailbox at our place.

So... I called MOE up and tell them that i just knew about the interview. They were adamant that there was a sms being sent when the letter was being sent out. I said i seriously didn't received. So they checked my application.

AND>>>>>

I had actually submitted my HP number details wrongly! I remember checking it 3 times! Its really funny.

What's more funny is that the MOE letter mentioned that i was shortlisted for Primary School PE teacher. I definitely didn't apply for primary school. So i checked the PE syllabus.. And i really got a shock!

For PE trainee teachers, they have 2 years of training and 75% of the time is spent on sports like gymnastics, track n field, swimming, dance, fitness n conditioning... etc.. its really alot.. And to be a PE teacher, u got to take the test which includes badminton, netball, agility run, 25m swim, forward roll and to attempt one of the following activities (Cartwheels or Headstand or Handstand).

When i saw these, i just couldn't stop laughing. Its how weird things turned out to be.

Cheers,
*\/*

Sunny Sunday

2010-04-18T04:02:00.000-07:00

Today i woke up feeling happy. Its because today is my 3rd communion. Communion is a rite where all the baptised catholics will queue up to receive the body of christ in the form of bread. Upon receiving it, they will return to the seat and they will reflect on God's love upon them. They will reflect how God was with them, how God helped them and how God showed his mercy on them. So usually, the emo part comes in here.

Last Sunday, i felt tears in my eyes when i ate the bread. Because i was feeling down due to stuffs happening around me and i felt that no matter how down i was, I can always be assured that God is watching me. HE never leaves me alone.

So, today, i went church. After the communion, i felt GOd's love through the people around me. Felt like tearing. Because it was a tough week and i was able to pull through it with the love and concerns from my friends.

But there's one other incident that touched me today....

WHAT is it?

......

Today i had stomachache on my way to tuition so i was late. I went toilet twice along the journey. Thank God for the toilets built in the mrt station. In the end, i arrived at 10am for tuition. When it ended, it was already 1215nn. I was sad. Because i was planning to go for church at 1215nn at the CHurch of Perpetual Succour at Siglap Hill which was around bedok area. Den i was thinking there will be no chance to go for mass today because i have another tuition at 3pm. So i was pretty down.

DEN>>>>>

I saw my handphone. There was a sms. Apparently my 3pm tuition was postponed til 2nd May. I was so happy when i read it! Firstly, i can go church and secondly, i can go home and rest because i had stomachache.

So I really thank God for his mercy and grace that i can attend church today. I guess when u really want to spend time with God, there will always be chance to do that.

All in all, a great sunday. I know why they say its an obligation for catholics to go church on Sunday. Because it will give you the strength and faith to go through the week ahead. It really does.

Hope it isn't too preachy in this post. :)

Have a great week!

Love,
*-*

Encouraging Words

2010-04-15T18:38:00.000-07:00

Thanks so much for all the encouraging words that was said to me for the past few days including today!

I totally agree with what my friends said to me. Below are the lists of encouraging words that was said to me and i am going to keep a list to remember. So, if ever i feel down, i can look back at this list.

1) I am fortunate that my past left me. Imagine how terrible and tough my life will be if i go over? Imagine when things fail when i got there? Divorce? Starting all over would be so much harder.

2) Guys are part of an equation. I have my friends and HIM here with me. I can still live without guys. But without HIM, my friends n family's support, i wouldn't be able to live with strength.

3) I am NEVER alone.

4) If your past stays with u, given his character, he will give up on u whenever the going gets tough. Do u want such a partner for your future?

5) He doesn't love u, he is happy with his life. Only when he is down and alone, he finds you. Do u want to be a standby? No, rite?

6) U are so much better off without him. Really.

7) U deserve someone better.

8) U deserve to be happy.

9) Everything is in HIS plan, it is going the way HE wants it to be. It will be the best plan for me. Always remember, it is in HIS will not mine.

10) HE loves us so much that HE wants the best for us. All the down times are to make us stronger and grow closer to HIM. So when the next down time comes, we will be able to have faith n draw strength from HIM.

11) You have one life. Do u want to waste your time thinking about someone who doesn't feel sad when u cry? U got to live your life.

12) Look around you, Eileen, u are really blessed. Your friends love u. Your family love u. You have a place to stay. You have food for every meal. You have clothes to wear. You have so much around u!

13) Remember last time when u did badly for school and got into a neighbourhood school? U were down. U thought why life is bad for u? Remember? But see how it turns out, u found ur besties! Without falling down, u wouldn't be able to pick up something precious.

14) U are an amazing gal. U will be happy.

15) Eileen, we love you. We always be there for u.

16) Next time, when u look back, u will laugh at how silly u were. Cos u will be with a great guy who will love u and cherish u. I am so sure of that.

17) Remember the times when u were down? U googled for courses and all ur trainers happened to be from RCIA? God is telling u that he is with u.

18) U know what? U got baptised! And that is the most important to be happy right now! All the more u should know that HE will never abandon u.

19) Look at you, u are gyming. You look great!

20) Last, but not least......

..........................

You are so blessed to have received so much encouraging words from your friends. And there are so much more that u didn't list here. U can see that there is so much love for u. Bask in it. Be happy.

Gaining strength,
*-*

One down point in my Life...

2010-04-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

Its never a nice feeling to know that your past moved on within days. Hanging out with a gal. Within months, the gal proclaiming her space on his wall. Pasting pictures on his wall.

I really wonder how can that past moved on so fast? What have happened to the love between us? Disappear in thin air? What happened to the tough times we went through? What happened to the sweet times we had? What happened to the support he has always received from me? What actually happened?

Its heart piercing feeling. Its that kind of feeling that can let u bawl your eyes out for hours or days. Its never a nice feeling.

But this phrase really supported me abit..

His love is always with you, His promises are true. And when we give Him all our cares,we know He will see us through.

My friends really supported me. Without them, i wouldn't be able to pull through. Thank God for all the love i received from my friends.

Really hoped as each day goes by, i will not be affected by such news. I believe i will. Cos my friends believe in me.

Tears,

*-*

Oh my!

2010-04-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

I just heard some news that i felt sad upon hearing it.

One of my colleague told me that my resignation was announced during the cluster meeting. A cluster meeting where most of the people from all departments would attend to update things.

It was shocking to me because i haven't talked to the big boss about it and the big boss announced. This shows that there is no intention of keeping me. Abit sad when i hear it. It was even more sad that my department people got to hear it from other people about my resignation. I wanted to personally tell them.

I guess this is working life. I got to see beyond this. Beyond everything.

I am starting a new phase of life. It gonna be a good one. I just have to put my heart into it. :)

Mad Rush

2010-04-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

I took leave today to settle some outstanding issues and run some errands. Thought that i could take a break today. But nope, i didn't had a chance to take a breather. Let me tell u why...

1030am:Woke up and ate my 1st dose of medicine
1030-1130am: Bathe and put on my makeup to look my best for my phototaking
1130-1215pm: Cook Lunch
1215-1pm: Ate lunch and 2nd dose of medicine
1-145pm: Touched up my makeup cos i was perspiring like mad after eating my noodles
145-2pm: Travelled down to harbourfront
2-215pm: Took photo for my application
215-230pm: Settled my bank stuff
230-3pm: Took my 2nd Dose of cervical cancer vaccine
3-330pm: Travelled down to Toa Payoh
330-430pm: Settled my outstanding stuff for my new job
430-5pm: Went to Novena and got ready for gym
5-615pm: GYM TIME! (I always love gym time cos its really tough... :p)
615-645pm: Bathe
645-730pm: Dinner
730-10pm: Church Class
10-11pm: Travelled back home
11pm onwards: Finally a time to take a small break and relax...

But i like the way i planned my time. It went smoothly. Managed to settle all my stuff.. Yippee!!

Baptism Part 3

2010-04-12T11:12:00.000-07:00

Getting ready.. I like this pose..

My Godma carrying all my bag. I got to give her credit for this. Because it is really heavy! :)

After my baptism, i look pretty ok after being dunked 3 times in that cloudy pool of water. :)

We were presented the Light of Christ by our Godparent. And they had my baptism name written on the candle. I was told that whenever i feel down, i can light up the candle and know that God will always be a light. It serves as a reminder.

Can you see my shiny forehead? They anointed me with the oil as a confirmation for my baptism.

Baptism Part 2

2010-04-12T11:08:00.000-07:00

Rain of Blessings were upon us when we went to the church...

My Bestie being my Godma

I love the interior of the church :)

Baptism

2010-04-12T11:03:00.000-07:00

St Joseph Church, the place where i got baptised. Its 91 years old! So glad to have my baptism there as the church look so beautiful. One will feel a sense of calmness when one steps into it. Loving it!

Tough Decision

2010-04-12T02:19:00.001-07:00

Today, i had a heavy heart when i went to work. I have been thinking about it for quite awhile. I do not see myself going far in this job.

So i tendered my resignation. It was a tough one.

But.... when my boss called me in and had a talk with me. I felt my stand wavering. Really wavering. He is right, what do i want in life? What are my strengths?

Of course i thought about my goals in life. I know my strengths. My goal in life is to be able to achieve something that i am proud of. I was thinking, if there is no risk taken, there will be regrets later.

So, yes, i am going to tell my boss that my decision is settled.

Cheers,
Eileen

Many New Beginnings....

2010-04-11T08:07:00.000-07:00

Its me again since i last blogged 3 years ago. So many things had happened. But i will slowly reveal it as i regain my blogging frequency.

However, on a happier note, I graduated from NTU on Jul 2008! It was a great feeling. During my 4 years of studies in NTU, i learned and grow alot. In terms of character, mental strength, maybe physical strength (Due to the 5Kg bag i carried everyday to school), i have gained so much. And i am so thankful for all my friendships that i had made over the past 4 years. Without them, i wouldn't be able to graduate with a smile on my face.

That's it for tonight. Stayed Tuned. More updates coming up... :)

Love,
Starting all over again :)

Fun day!

2007-06-27T09:32:00.000-07:00

Today, I met peishan for a day of shopping and eating. I have not really shopped since the start of the year. So i was really glad to be out, breathing some fresh air and enjoying the company.

We met around 12plus at vivo city, had a wonderful lunch at food republic. So tempted to eat prawn noodles but decided not to. Can't eat too much seafood after operation. Had one plate of rice with grilled salmon. Simple yet nice.

After that we went to buy donuts. It was the first time i tried their donuts. I bought Mon cheri, peishan bought cinammon chocolate. The donut was really soft and the 'cherry' is actually jelly. Not bad. Taste better than the cinnamon chocolate. It reminded me of the times when i had krispy kremes in USA, had original glazed donut and it was really good, white coating with soft donut in it.

With that, we went to many many shops but we can't seem to find something that suit us. hahaha....

About 2 hrs later, i felt hungry again. So we went back to the donut shop to buy somemore. This time i bought 2 for myself, Sweety cheese and chocolate delight. I was glad that i bought those. It taste even better than mon cheri and cinammon chocolate. 'Sweety cheese' was sweet yet salty, it had the right balance, i had never tried such a flavour before. 'Chocolate Delight' was really wonderful, the chocolate coating is really thick and chocolatey. Yummy!!

Then, we continued on our shopping. Around 6 plus, we went to swenson for dinner. We had a table by the window, overviewing sentosa. There are pictures below of our dinner..

All in all, today was a good day. Felt really refreshed after staying at home for a long time. Although i did go out for meals and tutions, the duration was short compared to today. Can't wait to go out next week again.

Agenda for this week:

1) Movie outing at friend's house on friday afternoon
2) Celebrating my brother's bdae in advance on friday evening
3) Hanging out with laura and ranjini on saturday afternoon
4) Tution on thursday evening, saturday late afternoon and sunday morning

Enjoy the pics!!

Peishan's salad...Really looks good...haha... :)

The main course came with the salad buffet. I love the watermelon and the grapes, its really sweet!!

Sirloin Steak with mashed potatoes....Medium rare... It was tender and easy to chew. Good for someone like me who just recovered from surgery. :) Now you see it...

Ta Daa....Now you don't see the food....I took a picture of my finished food...Was really happy that i managed to finish the food and enjoyed it. Maybe its because of the wisdom tooth surgery, make me really appreciate whatever i am eating. For the first time, i felt that all food was yummy and tasty. I really love the eileen who does not waste food at all. Happy!

U guys should try this, the banana was nice, strawberries not too sour, ice creams were really good...

Chocolate fondue...yummy!! It looks really appetizing...Although we were really really full from the steaks but we went ahead to order it.

We finished the fondue!!

Finale to our Fondue....So full....

Me....I was really full....Ate one plate of rice with salmon for lunch, 3 donuts, steak, salad, mashed potatoes and the chocolate fondue in ONE day...!! For the record, i was able to finish ALL the food. No wasting of food was in my agenda for today.

Peishan was also full.... :)

New Updates

2007-06-23T08:24:00.000-07:00

Long time haven posted, i just realized that whenever i feel like blogging, its always after something big that happened. My 21st Birthday, my exchange program...

Yup, everyone....its over...i guess no one knows about it either....how can anyone know what he or she wants..."you may think that he/she is the one for you but end up realizing that he/she is not the one, you may also think that he/she is not the one for you but you may never know until you try."

Had just read the website on dating and relationship, it helps to explain why spark of chemistry disappears over time and its for a good cause....

http://msn.match.com/msn/article.aspx?articleid=6685&menuid=6&lid=428

Mystery #5: Why does the spark of chemistry disappear over time?

No longer tearing each other’s clothes off every time you meet? You might fear your love is dying, but it’s actually just transforming into something you can handle for the long run. “The calming of passion in a relationship is actually a survival trait,” says Dr. Fisher. “When you’re courting, you do things that are very taxing to your mind and body: You talk until dawn, you forget to go to work, you forget to call your friends, you forget to feed the dog, you dash off and spend all of your money in Paris. If you were to live the next twenty years in that state, you’d certainly die of exhaustion!” Settling into a calmer place can, you see, be a very good thing.

On another painful note, just had my wisdom tooth surgery, the experience was pretty freaky. Considering that this is my first operation and i have to walk into the operating theatre by myself was no consolation at all. I was sad too. I was thinking if things had worked out, what would had happened. I guess we always do that when we are feeling low. When i woke up, i was alone. I was wheeled back to the ward. There was no one except me. When i look around, everyone had visitors. Mum, bf, relatives... what about me>? NO ONE...yup..my dad came after awhile to pick me up but the most crucial time was spend by myself. I know my friends would have tell me to be strong and independent. But i hate it. Yes, everyone must be strong and independent. I agreed... But every now and then, you need support. I am sure if they have been in the same position as me, they would have felt the same way.

I have to really think carefully on what i really want in my life. I tot i am better at choosing...but..no...still the same....

Past week been staying at home for soft diet, din hurt that much..."thanks to painkillers"...but now it kinda of hurt.... think it will be better after awhile...

So what else is there to update? hmm...

Besides losing weight due to operation, sadness and angriness due to recent events, happiness due to family and friends... I have been thinking about school...career....

I am abit worried whether i have chose the correct subjects for my specialisation. I find it quite useless for what i want to do in my future job. I want to learn more programming, skills for different software, more practical stuff...rather den something that i will not use at all. But Can't turn back now. Its decided and can't be changed.

Personally, i hate weekends. Why? I feel like i am in my own world on weekends. Its nice to feel that way once in awhile. But no sms, replys from frenz...that's just sad...

Maybe i should just leave this place.

Pondering...

Should that be my goal?

Happy

2007-04-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

I am happy. Really happy. *muacks*

2006-12-06T10:21:00.000-08:00

Me...after the whole party ended....tired rite?

2006-12-06T10:20:00.001-08:00

Saying thank you...!

2006-12-06T10:20:00.000-08:00

Making a Wish

2006-12-06T10:19:00.001-08:00

GG to blow the candles

2006-12-06T10:19:00.000-08:00

Ferdi and muhd....Earliest to come, one of the latest to leave...studying with them is fun!!....I love this pic..!

2006-12-06T10:17:00.001-08:00

Presents!!

2006-12-06T10:17:00.000-08:00

Presents...!

2006-12-06T10:16:00.001-08:00

I love this dress...!

2006-12-06T10:16:00.000-08:00

My birthday presents...!

2006-12-06T10:15:00.002-08:00

My bdae place...

2006-12-06T10:15:00.001-08:00

drinks and yummy eclairs!!

2006-12-06T10:15:00.000-08:00

more food...

2006-12-06T10:14:00.002-08:00

Alot of food....yummy!!

2006-12-06T10:14:00.001-08:00

my mum and me...

2006-12-06T10:14:00.000-08:00

my brother and me....

2006-12-06T10:13:00.002-08:00

my father and me

2006-12-06T10:13:00.001-08:00

muhd, me and ferdi....they came the earliest...

2006-12-06T10:13:00.000-08:00

Shiping and me...

2006-12-06T10:12:00.002-08:00

sean and me...

2006-12-06T10:12:00.001-08:00

mickle and me....

2006-12-06T10:12:00.000-08:00

shenglong, me and tzeli....

2006-12-06T10:11:00.001-08:00

Shihui and me

2006-12-06T10:11:00.000-08:00

party juz started ..and i am tired....haha...

2006-12-06T10:10:00.000-08:00

shiring, me, peishan and shirley

2006-12-06T10:09:00.001-08:00

shiping,ei phyu, me , jennifer and jaslyn....

2006-12-06T10:09:00.000-08:00

Me and my relatives....

2006-12-06T10:08:00.000-08:00

My roomies in Georgia tech......made my living in GLC a fun one

2006-12-06T10:06:00.000-08:00

Haojie, me and weisiong...

2006-12-06T10:01:00.000-08:00

Jialing and me...my primary school...very nice person...always send me christmas and chinese new year card...

2006-12-06T10:00:00.000-08:00

Shihui and me....From my jc class....=)

2006-12-06T09:59:00.000-08:00

Peishan, me, shiring and shirley....my lunch buddies....^_^

2006-12-06T09:58:00.000-08:00

My GIP Frenz and my roomie at georgia tech (karen)...always hang out with them when i was in USA...they made my time in USA a fun and memorable thing to remember...

2006-12-06T09:55:00.000-08:00

My year 1 sem 1 classmates and muhd...the rest of my classmates could not make it but i got their bdae wishes...happy already...

2006-12-06T09:54:00.000-08:00

Jennifer, muhd and ferdi...my good frenz in NTU

My family

2006-12-06T09:36:00.000-08:00

My family...they helped me alot in preparations for my bdae...

My 21st birthday..

2006-12-06T09:09:00.000-08:00

My friends who came for my birthday...! so happy!!

6th December 2006

2006-12-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

Guess the last time i post an entry on my blog was abt 6 mths ago....now its going to be the end of 2006...this year was really an emotional year for me. I had went for an exchange program, met someone special there but things did not worked out. that was a pretty sad time for me. When my school started during august, my grandmother passed away, thou i may not talked much to my grandmother but she lived in my house, so there is some kind of feelings for her. But at least she left peacefully.

School passed by in a flash of time, now its holiday, a time for rest and catching up on my general knowledge of the world. Yup, i am going to update on my time in usa and also on my 21st birthday party which was held last friday...now is the right time to blog because most of my emotions have been detached...

Dream house

2006-03-28T10:48:00.000-08:00

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2006-02-26T19:37:00.000-08:00

a 50 seater bus....

2006-02-26T19:36:00.001-08:00

starting on our 2.5 hr journey

2006-02-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

we got bananas,orange and mineral water to snack on our journey...

2006-02-26T19:35:00.000-08:00

having lunch in a bus cos it was raining outside

2006-02-26T19:34:00.001-08:00

starting on our 2.5 hr journey

2006-02-26T19:34:00.000-08:00

the famous picture of jesus in 16th street baptist church

2006-02-26T19:33:00.001-08:00

me...

2006-02-26T19:33:00.000-08:00

inside of a church

2006-02-26T19:32:00.000-08:00

Lunch..yummy!

2006-02-26T19:31:00.001-08:00

16th street baptist church...

2006-02-26T19:31:00.000-08:00

picture of jesus

2006-02-26T19:29:00.001-08:00

hello!

2006-02-26T19:29:00.000-08:00

EEE girls....

2006-02-26T19:28:00.001-08:00

enjoy....

2006-02-26T19:28:00.000-08:00

Martin Luther King statue...

2006-02-26T19:26:00.000-08:00

its is really windy....

2006-02-26T17:09:00.000-08:00

Standing infront of a statue at kelly ingram park.....

2006-02-26T17:08:00.000-08:00

Kelly Ingram Park

2006-02-19T22:14:00.000-08:00

Arena

(known to self and others)

organised, trustworthy

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, caring, complex, energetic, extroverted, helpful, independent, intelligent, kind, knowledgable, loving, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, silly, spontaneous

Façade

(known only to self)

cheerful, dependable, friendly, observant

Unknown

(known to nobody)

accepting, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, clever, confident, dignified, giving, happy, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, logical, mature, modest, nervous, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, shy, sympathetic, tense, warm, wise, witty

All Percentages

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Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 20.2.2006, using data from 4 respondents.
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2006-02-18T17:53:00.000-08:00

Picture of me before chinese new year dinner...

2006-02-18T17:51:00.000-08:00

FIshes....again...=)

2006-02-18T17:50:00.000-08:00

6 roses for valentine's day...6 roses mean: I want to be yours...

2006-02-18T17:49:00.000-08:00

First date...Cheesecake Factory In USA>......receipt...i love the food there...

2006-02-18T17:48:00.000-08:00

No words to describe this spectacular scence...

2006-02-18T17:47:00.001-08:00

at a playground in the aquarium

2006-02-18T17:47:00.000-08:00

First date...Cheesecake Factory....Menu...

2006-02-18T17:46:00.002-08:00

whale...with fishes ard it...

2006-02-18T17:46:00.001-08:00

Piranha...look so small but they are deadly

2006-02-18T17:46:00.000-08:00

Fishes...........

2006-02-18T17:45:00.000-08:00

above me are fishes....

2006-02-18T17:43:00.003-08:00

Inside of a shopping mall...

2006-02-18T17:43:00.002-08:00

Me at the entrance to Georgia mall...

2006-02-18T17:43:00.001-08:00

at Georgia aquarium...

2006-02-18T17:43:00.000-08:00

FIsh .......softtoys

2006-02-18T17:42:00.001-08:00

Me at a electronics shop...its so huge..like a big big supermarket feeling...

2006-02-18T17:42:00.000-08:00

Wearing a cowboy hat at lenox square...

2006-02-18T17:41:00.001-08:00

Mall of georgia...the shopping mall is really different..its long and flat..unlike singapore, tall and fat...haha..